My brain is in a swirling tempest right now. I can not get my thoughts clear enough to have a decent post. I have been traveling and crazy busy at work. Then home is even more busy between construction and kiddos and normal day to day life.
I want things I can not express to myself right now. I crave a difference I can't articulate. I am wistful for the might have beens and hopeful for the what may comes. I am happy and looking for more all in one. I am both enjoying my reality and disappearing in fantasy all in the same day. It is a duality I am trying to work through and get past so I can be more of the moment per my yearly goal. I know I will get there but the getting is hard and painful to go through. And apparently stifles my goal of writing more...
