Tuesday, November 24, 2009

aarrghh

i have no title right now. i have so much going on- but so little to blog about- even if i did have more than 10 minutes in the morning to do it.


my reader has about 50 starred items that i keep trying to finish reading & comment on- but i fear i will have to wipe it out & start over. in the interest of time- a lovely list for you...


-my office is moving & it's a holiday week. that means tons of work crammed into far fewer hours to do it. i am getting it done- but it's stressful for everyone. and working in a office that is being packed really sucks- it's so claustrophobic & disorganized! as designers it grates on our very cores! can't wait until we are settled into the new space!


-pumpkin is drinking much more from the bottle! she had 11 ounces yesterday- plus her breakfast of fruit & cereal & a jar of food... slightly atypical for her- and worrisome for me in that my supply is not keeping up. with all the stress i have only been able to pump about 5-6 oz at work. and adding a second pump session during the day is just not possible- it's hard enough to get away once for 20 minutes. last night i tried pumping after i put her to bed... hopefully it will just take some time to build up a supply for a night pump session because i got an ounce & a half. i'm having to dip into my frozen stash (which is what it's there for, but still...) she's not quite 8 months old & i would love to be able to bf for the full year. i think at her 9 month appt i'll talk to the ped about options & what she should be taking in at this point... i would really rather not get her on formula. i'm not against formula at all- we just really can't afford it right now! and in 4 months she'll be ready for cow's milk anyway- i would love love love it if she could transition from breastmilk to that during the day!


-she is eating a lot more variety too- i gave her baby bird bites (yup nancy- i totally did it at a party too!) of sharp cheese on saturday- she couldn't get enough! no reactions either. my mom called last night & asked if i had given her beets yet- apparently she is making some for thanksgiving (??!!) and kept them plain just for the little babes. so we'll see if she likes them.


- i finally found a booklet i could understand & taught myself to knit!!! i have been wanting to for a really long time & found it in wal.mar.t of all places. go figure! i only know 2 stitches & am making a scarf like this for my sister at her request. although it won't be 1/4 as long & the colors are a little bit off. she requested it for christmas & considering all the yarn cost less than $12- i think i can swing it!

-i need to lose weight. the scale has been stable for months- but not at the weight i want to be. i was okay with it since i am still bf- but now after 8 months seeing it slowly creep in the wrong direction (2 pounds, bleh) i want to lose 15 pounds. i will settle for 10. it's just so hard with the holidays & the amazing hub at home making me dinners & desserts every night! (by candle light last night... with wine... oh yeah- he got some!) the upside is i save a ton of money since we have delicious leftovers for lunches. but there's always ice cream & brownies & cookies around. need to stop that!

-i have to go get ready for work- luckily today is moving day which means jeans & sneakers. hopefully i can get everything else done before my sister & bil come to visit for the holiday...

Sunday, November 22, 2009

have I meantened how awesome the hub is?

While I was away I got new countertops thanks to the hub.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

bliss

waking up this morning to the hub poking me at 7:45 am & asking- is the baby allright? it's almost 8?!!

last night she went to bed at 8:30 & was up just once at 10:30 as we came upstairs to bed. i fed her then & she slept. all. the. way. through.

even if it's just the one night it was bliss.

oh- and last night she ~finally~ crawled a real belly off the ground crawl from the living room to the kitchen. twice. looks like she did learn a few things from her new long distance boyfriend! she's not at all fast yet- but probably will be soon!

thank you for all the comments below- knowing this is normal & hopefully temporary really helps!

Friday, November 20, 2009

good grief

why does teething + a little cold = a baby up all the time at night? well- i get the up at night, but why must she insist on not gong back down without a crying jag? she has never been like this. 2 nights in a row now she has gotten up a few times a night or started crying when i went to put her back in her crib... or both! both nights have meant 3.5 hours of sleep for me at a clip & then oversleeping my alarm by about an hour! thank goodness the office is pretty much empty today because i am going to look a right slob. i literally don't have time/energy to shower.

it of course doesn't help that the hub decided that he didn't want his little girl to cry last night- even though i had just left her room & knew she's crying because of being sick/teething & just needed to get through it. so he gets her. cuddles her. she's nice & quiet. he puts her down...wahhhhhh!!!!! he comes back to bed- says 'i think she's still hungry'. making me get back up & get her. i pulled her into bed because i literally could not stand up after a total of 6 hours sleep for 2 days. she played with the boob & then proceeded to play with my hair, touch my face & generally fuck around for an hour. a fucking hour at 3 am people. this is not my kid! i have the good sleeper! the one that even if she gets up 3 times a night she goes back. to. sleep. i am the fucking lucky mom!!! at least i was!
so at 4:15 i put her ass back in her crib. 20 seconds of fussing later she was out. i know my kid & i know that she just needs to cry right now (at least i hope i know her & that's what she needs- lack of sleep makes you second guess yourself a lot!) i will have to let the hub know he needs to be on board & consistent with me- and vice versa!

thoughts? assvice? i'll even take a few 'been there- done that's' & a 'it'll get better'!
at least it's friday & even if she cries all night i can sleep in a bit tomorrow!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

what a trip!

we're back on our coast & nancy has already beaten me to the punch with posting about our trip- despite the time difference & having 3 kids!!! she put up some great pictures that i took while there & pretty much has our timeline down for our visit. we got along like old friends- no awkwardness at all which was kind of amazing!

the kids all got along great & i immediately felt like one of the family from the girls who couldn't stop hugging & loving on both me & pumpkin! mr. karl is just the sweetest baby on the planet & always seems to be smiling. he & little miss were actually getting along & seemed to like 'playing' together. i learned that nancy really is exactly how she writes- plus she is awesome at the hell's kitchen wii game & is much more 'balanced' than me at the fit! she also watches movie endings first to see if it's worth watching which i find hilarious! it was so nice to chill with her & play with the kids. she is an amazing mom & still super cool (despite her being 'not exciting & fun'- her words not mine!) and we have similar tastes in movie star men... ;o) and she has excellent taste in beer
on sunday pumpkin had two firsts- her first snow- which was hilarious! and her first tooth!!!! i was totally surprised by it as she was pretty much 'normal'. she was up more at night but i figured it was a combo of sharing a room with me & being in a new place- especially a new place at high altitude! she did so amazing- i am such a lucky mom! her dad was so impressed- even if he still can't see it- he sure felt it!

pumpkin was really so good on all the flights- thursday was the hardest as we were up at 5 am to make our 8 am flight & then just were on the go all day long with the only breaks being the flights themselves. we got to security on the way out & i'm feeling all cool & seasoned traveler since i had done the online check in & already had boarding pass in hand. for me that is. had no clue that pumpkin needed her own & they don't tell you that online! so trudge back down carrying a backpack, diaper bag, rolling carry on & carrying a baby since you can't go through security with her in the carrier. 15 minutes later we got to bypass the security line (woo-hoo p.hilly security! i love you!) and we were clear with about 25 minutes to take off. thankfully there was a gift shop right across from our gate so i could pop in to look for the state magnet that i found out nancy collected. alas- not a single magnet in the shape of pa!!! but they did have a kick ass ro.cky shot glass that was screaming her name! then we haul over to the gate where they're already boarding! sat next to some lovely older mothers who slept through the entire flight- even when pumpkin cranked a few times & didn't bat an eye when i was constantly whipping out the b00b for her! they were also indignant with me that i wasn't allowed to keep her in the ring sling for the flight!
she was completely awesome on the trips back & i was lucky to have a lot of understanding travelers around us. we even got complemented on how well behaved she was! i was worried about our last flight to home since we had a 2-1/2 hour layover (!!!!) and then a 2 hour flight. i was in the window seat out of 3 with a nice younger woman on the aisle. then a man in his forties sits next to me and makes small talk about the babes. i had made sure to apologize in advance if she was cranky as she had had a long day, but got assurances from both that they'd be fine. the man then moved to sit with his wife & the girl leaned over & said 'you're glad he's gone- i heard him say under his breath 'oh shit- a baby', but i don't mind her- i love babies!' and she was super sweet the whole flight- making faces & got my stuff out of the bin when we landed. meanwhile- caiden cranked for about 30 seconds before falling asleep for pretty much the whole flight. awesome baby!!! now- the guy behind me eating an onion sub with a side of onions.... really??!!

we were surprised by the hub waiting for us just outside the secure area! pumpkin gave him a huge smile and he just couldn't wait to hold her! he had a surprise for me also- a sweet card letting me know how much he missed me! this guy never remembers cards on birthdays & it meant so much to me- i loved it!

surprises weren't over though... i walked into my house to find that not only was our partial wall completely spackled & primed, the ceiling was as well!

and....

i have fucking countertops!!!!! all in one weekend! we really just need the floor, finish up the counters around the sink & some paint & the 3+ year kitchen project will finally be done!!! what a guy- i wouldn't have blamed him for laying around drinking beer & watching tv all weekend- it was his time off too! but he cleaned the house & did all this amazing reno work- how did i deserve him?

i will hopefully have some more pictures later- she just woke up & is a bit cranky...

Monday, November 16, 2009

On layover in mn. Long day, but a great trip. Totally slacked on the photos...better post tomorrow!

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

takeoff

with any luck the pumpkin & i will be in the air in 2 short hours. i'll be sending random posts & hopefully pictures as well from our trip from my phone- but probably won't be checking e-mails, comments & blogs until I get back. tuesday is gonna be busy!
then it's just 2 very short work weeks & then thanksgiving. holy crap- where did this year go?!

enjoy the weekend!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

fearless monkey

Counting down to our first plane ride tomorrow. All packed- just need a bath& one more sleep. After a bit of playtime of course! The hub's totally going to miss this! But he will be sleeping...
I have been remiss in posting lately- I know. But i've been crazy busy & getting ready for our trip. Tomorrow bright & early! yay!!

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Friday, November 6, 2009

oh crap

i am in for it. this kid is freaking strong & strong willed. she is exactly like her father- but i think she may have my perserverance (definitely not stubborness!) and i hope she has my good nature.

she definitely has her father's sense of independence & adventure though. she did this last week too, but here she is 7 months & 3 days old.

get ready

monkey

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so big

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i can not wait until next week when she gets to play with another little monkey!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

fried

pumpkin has decided that 11:30 & then sometime between 3&4 are appropriate times to get up at night. i let 11:30 slide, but since she's a nurse & back to bed kind of girl i am nursing for less time each night. the 3-4 i let her go last night since i literally didn't have the energy to get up after going through it 2 nights in a row (yup- her 'normal' 8 hours of sleep with maybe one time up have me spoiled!)
but momma's got to work & i can't function on 3 hours of sleep & a nap after 4 am. as much as i hated doing it- i decided to let her crank (she only really had 2 true cries all night- 1 at 11:30 voicing her displeasure after a 7 minute feeding instead of her 10 minute one!) at 3:40 i heard her cranking- at 3:46 she was silent until i got up just now. while i am not a big cio fan because it breaks my heart to hear her cry- but i know my kid! she loves to eat & gets enough during the day- she's even started taking a bottle from the hub. we cuddle & play the entire time i am home & before i leave. and she does sooth herself back to sleep. there are nights when she just needs to crank to go to bed initially. those 6-ish (could have been 3?!) minutes were tough- but hearing the sweet silence of the baby that decided to go back to sleep was beautiful! now- if i had heard anything other than the 'request for boob' crank i would have gotten her- but we really do have her cues down pretty well by now!

i hope i get some quality sleep soon...i have to get packing! t-8 days people!