Wednesday, October 21, 2009

today

i'm off back to work. i do have a lot of mixed emotions. i am really happy to be going back, but i feel like today & this week are a bandage that needs to be ripped off first. we need to see how schedules end up working out & i am really hoping she will drink more than an ounce during the day for the hub. i am so worried that i will only get to spend time with her for 2 hours a day when i get home. she usually sleeps past 8 am & goes to bed by 8:30. of course- working 4 days for a while will help
i feel no remorse having her up with me right now (7am) until i leave in 45 minutes. i need my pumpkin fix this morning. especially as she is actually hugging me as i type.

1 comment:

Io said...

Aw. I hope work is going okay. It will be nice for your husband to get to bond with the wee one, but boo that you can't just bring her with and have her hug you all day while yo work.