Tuesday, May 3, 2011

milestones and a game of limbo

this post marks 500 posts. looking back over this blog there are so many emotions, so much joy & heartache on the screen. a lot has happened in the 4 years or so since I started blogging. I've met many wonderful women who I am proud to call my internet buddies, my friends & support.
today's news is not great. but not entirely bad either. 2.0 still has a little extra fluid on his left kidney. which could still resolve itself prior to, or after birth. or during childhood. so we remain in limbo. getting an appointment with a pediatric urologist, but it all is sounding like more wait & see.
the fil is also in a holding pattern. new hospital, new doctors & he's not giving up- the hub was actually able to talk to him yesterday which is good. but 2 of his docs still are not optimistic & the hub & I have started looking into moving to q new house with an in-law suite.
all of this limbo has me exhausted. I feel pike I haven't been able to just relax for 4 months now & it doesn't look like that feeling will subside anytime soon.
happier news has 2.0's remaining stats pronounced perfect. and he is weighing in at 6 lbs already. and I still have my ankles with no carpal tunnel. so there are some bright shiny notes to the day.

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