in between tom's hand (which got the all clear from the hand clinic by the way), the roomie drama, a crazy busy (but really good) week at work, & ever more shop drama- i am ready for the weekend.
the roomie is hopefully moving out with evil beast next friday to saturday. the hub has conceeded another week with that devil under our roof in order to have the house to ourselves again. let me state right here & now that if any excuses are made or more time is sought- i will be forced to be the bitch that i know i can be. until then i will try to be as patient as possible.
work was crazy busy- but i had a good week. i am getting more responsibilities & i feel like i am finally finding my niche there.
the shop drama isn't even anything i can get into right now. there are plans to make everything better- but it's a process. and the hub has stopped being able to sleep the past few weeks. i am torn on how i feel- part of me wants this all to stop so he can get a paying job & we can relax a little & he can sleep again. but an equally big part of me wants to tell him not to give up, he can do it & i am so proud of him for how much he HAS done already. it's a rock with a hard place. and i have no where to turn on that one.
in the ttc world- i am 7dpo today. i have had boobs that get more & more sore day by day & more in the evening. it really sucks because hello! i am only 7 dpo! i also have had minor cramps today, but i am attributing that to diet changes. my body is regulating with the whole oatmeal everyday. i am trying very hard to eat better- but as i pay more attention i notice how much cheese i eat. i love cheese- it is the perfect food to me. but it isn't good for my borderline cholest.erol so it must be reduced. bleh. oh- we have also been out of coffee for about 3 days & hub's been making breakfast tea instead & i have been really feeling better for it. i think i am officially going to be cutting the coffee out from now on. the occasional latte may still be in my future- but i mighyt as well cut back on caffeine now- just in case.
hmmm- just in case. words i haven't thought in a long while. dare i say it...
i am feeling hopeful this cycle. she's back. not raging psycho 'i'm definitely knocked up' hope, but little
'maybe it could be actually possible this time' hope.
i don't plan on testing until next friday at the earliest. if i hit 14 dpo then i am pretty sure it's good news. every time i test at 12 dpo i get my period the next day. i'm pushing it to 14 on the off chance that my 'normal' cycle this month means a return to a 13 day lp. besides- by then it won't matter when i test - i should see something pretty clearly if there is something to see. the next week could be hard though- a 2ww complete with hope... who'd have think it!
2 comments:
well the roomie thing is not fun to deal with but a hopeful cycle-now thats a good thing
I'm glad your hubby's hand is much better and hopefully your roomie moves out quickly and you are spared the bitch routine.
I eat oatmeal almost everyday and I've found a few tricks. I make sure to switch kinds often (this can be hard because I really like the Red River kind) so I don't get sick of one. I also add chopped dried fruit while it's cooking. The natural sugar makes it sweet and it gives it a bit of texture. My favorites are cherries and apricots but you could use anything.
ps. about the hope, we won't tell anyone - promise ;)
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