opk's are confusing! i keep thinking that i am doing it wrong! why can't we get a little wristband that turns green when we should have sex? wouldn't that be easier?
on a different note- i think that i have turned a corner. i am making a vow- right here & now- until i have a reason i will not complain that i am not pregnant yet. i will still vent about the frustration & i will still hurt every month. but i will not take my wonderful life, my wonderful husband, & my wonderful friends for granted. i will remember that i have been extremely lucky in my life & even if i am impatient about wanting to start our family- i am still normal- we are still 100% in the normal range. we will be for a number of months. until i hear from a doctor that there is a problem with one of us- i will shut the f- up & stop complaining. i am so lucky to have a great support group & i know that it is my right to complain all i want- i just don't want to anymore. it doesn't get me anywhere except depressed & i really would rather not go there anymore.
so- for myself- i will think of rainbows & sunshine. and lots & lots of wonderful loving.
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girl. write. in. your. blog. !!!
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