2 early presents

bfn & a huge temp drop. yay!

and i used to love my birthday so much.


by the way- i just want to say thank you to everyone for all the good thoughts- it's nice to know that you are out there pulling for me & i appreciate it. i'm okay, like i said yesterday- hope is a bitch when she gets out of hand. but now i have a goal for next month to have even better timing & stay calm & relaxed so maybe i ovulate on time & get a 'good' egg...



update- nope- not okay. i just got off the phone with my cousin- the only other member of my family (other than my wonderful sis) who even knows we're ttc. she tried for a few years for her son & has gone through all this. and i couldn't even really talk to her today because as soon as i started i could feel the tears. i have to get a new license today & can't cry. i don't want to look puffy for the next 4 years. dammit- this really really sucks.