i'm pretty sure yesterday was the day. i just need two more days of high(er) temps to confirm it. small temp rise this morning. all other signs (cm, position, etc) consistent with ovulation having just ended. which means that this cycle is probably a bust too.
tom is starting to get sick, he is run down, he is getting very anxious & depressed because the shop has been slowing down the past three weeks instead of getting busier. so sex has been the last thing on his mind. (i feel selfish just putting it down that way) i think this cycle was never meant to be- everything that has been going on this month has just been anxiety, depression, & a general black cloud hanging over the two of us. as much as i am trying to stay positive & ignore it- i'm certainly not holding out any hope that this was the one.
oh- and due to his depressed & anxious state over the shop- he hasn't even called the doctor's back to make an appointment, despite my offer to take care of it all for him. what can you do... hope next month is better & work really hard to make it that way.
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