so my one & only real vacation in 2 years at this job is this week. i have been cleaning my house, going through clothes & junk & getting rid of lots of stuff i just don't need. my goal was to clean out our small bedroom/office. well- that just started to make me a little sad since that's supposed to be the nursery. i have planned that room 700 times in many different ways. so much that now it actually hurts a lot to think that if a miracle had happened- i would be walking in there with a newborn now. but it didn't & i just have to put all those thoughts on hold until it is time. so no more cleaning that room.
after straightening up the rest of the house & going through all my clothes- i decide it's time to veg out & just watch some tv. every show during the day seems to have to do with either being pregnant or being a mom. between 'baby, baby', 'a baby story', 'yummy mummy', the list goes on. of course i just have to torture myself & watch about 3 in a row. by the first half of the 3rd show the tears start. so off it goes. i know- hgtv- there's nothing to do with babies on that channel! wrong!!!! first show- 'making room for baby'. AAAARRRRGGGGHHH! off it goes. even the cooking show had a 9 months- out to there- pregnant woman on it. and i couldn't even get out of the house for more than a walk around the block because my husband brought the car to work for an oil change.
luckily today is a new day- and i can leave. daytime tv is just not for me right now. even the commercials point out how everything is about being a mother, kids are the best thing in the world- so buy them this food, or that toy. or sit & cry over the pampers cruisers commercials. no thanks- get me out of there right now!
No comments:
Post a Comment