97.48

my temp was up again this morning. yesterday's opk had a line- about half as light as the control. today's is almost stark white. if my temp is anywhere above 97.48 tomorrow morning, fertility friend gives me crosshairs at cd13, this friday. the earliest i would have o'd in the past 2 years. by at least 3 days.
meaning that the marathon we were planning on starting today is completely useless. the last time we had sex was monday- almost a week ago- 4 days before my supposed ovulation. and if he really does have an issue with his boys- well, then i can count this cycle as out too.

so i really hope my temp is down tomorrow. i am rationalizing this morning's high temp because we went to an oktoberfest party last night. i was drinking homemade beer- which was so delicious, but i have no idea how strong it was. i guess it was pretty strong and i think i didn't eat enough- so i got sick. at the party. i have never done that before- never in high school, never in college. i have definitely gotten ill from drinking, but i always made it out of the party- i only ever got sick in public once (outside an adult video store, hee hee)

my one friend was there- she is one of the 4 friends that i have actually told about tom & i trying. she was so sweet standing in the bathroom, bringing me water- i am pretty sure that i babbled on about being so worried about tom & his boys, about being worried that we missed our chance this cycle, that i was really worried i would never get to know what pregnant feels like. stupid homemade beer. she just gave me a hug & said that it would all be okay. and i felt so much better- but i have to give her a call & send her some flowers for being there for my drunken meltdown.

so-long story long- it's completely feasable that my high temperature is sick & drunken night related. only tomorrow will tell for sure. but those opk's have me thinking....